One year ago I walked up to a girl and I rambled a mouth full of words.
Never until that moment have I felt so entranced that I had to pour out my soul to an almost stranger.
I wish for the sake of story telling I could tell you what I said, but you can't imagine the amount of nervous I was feeling in that moment. Or maybe you can.
It was genuine though. I said it all man.
A confession of attraction and longing for more than just a quick fix. To share a moment, whatever that may mean.
I just had to know this magical foxette and who she really is.
But damn... I'm sitting here in my living room... thinking... I do a lot of that.
It feels like a fairy tale. It feels genuine and real.
And it's been a year?!
What the what is time anyway?
Sometimes it feels like more than that.
Sometimes it feels like only minutes.
I still get stomach knots and anxious in her presence. She's gorgeous!
Love is patient.
Love is weird.
Love is awkward.
Love is honest.
Life is but a dream...
I could keep rambling about lovesick, sappy shit for pages and pages, but I really should keep packing to move into this new apartment.
I just needed to document this happening because... because life is about the moments.
It helps the brain process to talk it out.
Or write it down.
Anyway...
Sabrina Janae... I love you babay.
Thanks for giving this tramp a chance.
...ABC